story of my life searching for the right
but it keeps avoiding me
sorrow in my soul cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company
he's more than a man and this is more than love
the reason that this guy is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because i'm gone again and to him i just can't be true
and i know that he knows
i'm unfaithful and it kills him inside
to know that i am happy with some other guy
i can see him dying
his trust i might as well take a gun
and put it to his head get it over with
i don't wanna do this anymore
i don't wanna be the reason why
everytime i walk out the door
i see him die a little more inside
i don't wanna hurt him anymore
i don't wanna take away his life
i don't wanna be... a murderer
